Didn't you realize how often I got hurt?
I tried to call you many times,
but you were barely there to pick up.
It was sad but then I tried to understand.
I sent you messages everyday,
though you hardly ever replied them.
It hurt but I kept telling myself not to cry.
I said I wanted to see you, even in my dreams,
but you never showed yourself even for a while.
It torn me apart but I was still hanging on.
I've managed to get used to be hurt
But what will be the worst if,
I want you,
but you don't want me.
I love you,
but you don't love me back.
So sad,
and it hurts so bad.
[isinya sama kaya LJ gue--udah ah no comment]
Dying to love you,
5:46 PM