The death of me...

It's sad knowing that you're only next to me,
but I still can't reach your heart.

Dying to love you,
10:02 PM

You are the rain who cool me down in a hot sunny day.
Yet you are the storm who ruin me up in a fine rainy day.

Dying to love you,
2:39 PM

You've seen the black in me,

but why don't you let me see the black in you?

Dying to love you,
8:11 PM

Brother-Sister

Pernah ga sih lo menjalani relationship brother-sister sama orang yang bukan sodara kandung lo?
Gue yakin sekali dua kali pasti pernahlah...

"Ngapain sih lo sok2 adek-kakak-an ama dia? Kaya ga punya sodara kandung beneran aja?"

Buat gue yg ngga punya kakak, punya abang ketemu gede itu rasanya menyenangkan lho =)
Malah gue ga jamin kalo seandainya gue punya kakak beneran, entah itu cewe atau cowo, belom tentu menyenangkan...I mean, yeah you know how things going on between brother and sister right...fighting, arguing and so on...Tapi kalo punya adek/kakak ketemu gede kayanya hal2 itu ga akan terlalu kerasa. Yeah, basically it's like role playing, you pretend to be someone else...you pretend you have brother/sister...But, I'm not saying that this kind of relationship is fake ya =)

Kalo soal Abang2an, wah abang ketemu gede gue banyak banget! Haha...seneng deh rasanya punya abang yang lebih dewasa, bisa nasehatin, bisa ngasih tau, n bisa diajak sharing tentunya. Secara gue pasti yg jadi 'dedek kecilnya'...

Kayak skrg ini, gue punya abang baru! Haha...yeah it's fun to be his little sister, coz he acts as if he's my real brother..Gue jadi beneran nganggep dia kaya abang kandung gue aja...Haha...padahal kalo seandainya gue punya abang beneran, belom tentu juga sih bakal sebaik dia!
Wahaha, gimana ya describenya? Ya pokonya saya senang punya abang sebaik dia =)

Oh iya, perlu ditegaskan sekali lagi, we're not making this relationship as a MASK for hidden relationship. Maksudnya ya kalo status abang-adek ini bukan kedok dari HTS atau apalah namanya. I hate when people judge when they don't know the truth.

dari mas radit lagi...hehe...makasih ya mas *tp kok bibir aku ekstrim bgt sih >_<*

Dying to love you,
1:09 AM

When you did your best, but others didn't.
How can you succeed?
What's the point of the group work, then?

This is what happen when you're too smart,
you think that you're more important.

PS:

Ternyata begini ya saya versi Mas Radit...

Dying to love you,
10:35 PM

Suddenly.

Suddenly I feel that I hate you so much.
It grows stronger just by seconds.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I just realized that I hate you.
For all the happiness I felt wasn't real.

I have changed my mind.
Suddenly I feel that I hate you so much.
And I don't care if you want a reason from me.
Because I can tell as many as I can remember.
I hate you, don't you get it?

Will you let me get rid of you from my life?
And I mean, to erase you forever.
I will pretend I never knew you.
And I will act like you never existed.
Don't talk to me.
Don't you dare to meet me.
Because I'm serious of thinking about it this time.

Hate is a strong word.
Don't you think so?

Dying to love you,
1:30 PM

*Big Smile*

Oh, he is sooooo an ordinary human!
And he did remember me!
And it was good to have nice conversations with him!
And we played a very fun game!
And we became crazy!
And he is so nice and gorgeous!
And I can't deny that I've fallen for him...

This is a worth to leave my assignments.
But oh I'm so dead now!

Dying to love you,
9:24 AM

What I thought I knew, but I did not.

I thought they did not know.
I thought it was only us who knew.
Did we keep it?
Did we keep it?

I thought there was no chance they could know.
I thought we had hidden it.
Did we hide it?
Did we hide it?

But they did knew.
The people I thought would not know.

I just laugh and smile.
This is what I thought I knew,
but I did not.

So I guess we didn't keep and hide it well, huh?

Dying to love you,
7:04 PM

Can I Ask the World To Stop Spinning?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
Good morning.
It's such a funny thing,
last night I talked about you,
and when I slept I dreamt about you,
and when I woke up in the morning you already there to greet me.
How can I stop smiling?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
Good afternoon.
It's such a common thing,
the sun shines bright everyday,
but I can feel it warms my heart today.
and the wind smoothly blows my hair.
How can I stop smiling?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
Good night.
It's such a cliche thing,
the moon shines bright upon us,
wherever you are, wherever we are,
because we're standing under the same sky.
How can I stop smiling?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
But I don't want to say good bye.
Can I ask the world to stop spinning?

you made me happy in the middle of this craziness

Dying to love you,
12:26 PM

Masih Sibuk...Tapi...

Huhu...ya ya...saya masih dalam keadaan sibuk, mengerjakan tugas2 yang dikumpulinnya berurutan...Duh...pusing banget deh...!
Maaf juga kalo bales tagboardnya lama...Maaf juga kalo belom mampir ke blog2 Anda...Nanti kalo dah ga sibuk pasti saya mampir!

Dying to love you,
9:23 AM

Sedang Sibuk!

Maaf, saya lagi sangat sibuk saat ini!
When I say I'm busy, I really MEAN it!
Wish me luck, people!
>.<

Dying to love you,
3:23 PM

Unfair things I feel.

Not sometimes, but often.
Things are reminding me of you.
Can't help or deny it.
Coz it's what I really feel.

I wonder if you ever feel the same thing.

What are the things that would remind you of me?
How often do you miss me?
Or how many times in a day I would appear in your mind?

I guess, I guess.
There's nothing much.
It's just so unfair.
When everything reminds me of you.
When I miss you a lot.
And when I think about you all day.

Dying to love you,
11:07 PM

Where Soul Meets Body.

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie

What a nice song that I heard on the movie called "Catch and Release", I was trying so hard to remember what the title and the singer is, because actually when I heard that song, I was singing along as well. That would mean I've heard it couple of times before right...?
Oh but then, I had it in my 30GB songs folder, and yes, it is the song from Death Cab For Cutie...
Try to listen to the song if you want!

And oh by the way, Catch and Release is quite good movie...It has deep meaning...and of course, pretty role actress and cute actors! You should watch it!

And just a random thing of me: I love seeing a guy wearing male cardigan. So cool!
and I hope I can see you in that clothe soon!

Dying to love you,
1:49 AM

Pengen Pulang!

Waaaaah...gue pengen pulang!
Baru kali ini setelah hampir 2 taun kuliah di Malay gue merasakan ingin pulang!
Padahal biasanya males banget deh kalo disuruh pulang ke Indo...
Huehehe...
Duuuuuuh! Pengen pulang!!
Mei masih lama ya?? Ah sebulan lagi...!!
1 bulan yang penuh dengan penderitaan, bukan karena udah pengen pulang, tapi karena bulan itu bulan sibuk akhir semester!!

People, I'm coming home...So please wait for me!

Dying to love you,
11:24 AM

Oh My Goshh!

He is totally gorgeous!
I mean, wow, he is!
Such an eye candy, such a perfect face!
Such my type!
Oh well, I don't even know him and he doesn't either.

Wondering whom I talking about?
Guess!
I won't tell anyone!

Dying to love you,
2:56 PM

Iklan.

[Saran dari Ne]

Lowongan untuk jadi pacar/calon suami
Dicari:
1. Ganteng
2. Diutamakan berkulit putih, bertubuh tinggi (lebih tinggi dari guelah), dan berbadan kurus (tapi bukan kering).
3. Diutamakan ras kaukasia/japanese/korean, kalo ngga, blasteran juga gpp
4. Berpenampilan menarik, nggak norak, nggak cupu dan diutamakan yang berambut ikal atau panjang (tapi ga gondrong kaya embah2)
5. Diutamakan berkeyakinan sama
6. Berpendidikan min. S1
7. Memiliki keahlian di bidang musik, komunikasi, desain dan komputer
8. Masalah kepribadian, hati, harta dan tetek bengek bisa dikesampingkan dahulu karena diutamakan memenuhi kriteria no. 1

Jika Anda yang merasa memenuhi syarat di atas, silakan hubungi saya segera!

Oh anjrit, gue kesannya desperate gini...Haha...Masih untung buka lowongan buat cowo, tadinya kepikiran buat cewe aja..Haha

Dying to love you,
12:49 PM