The death of me...

The Time is Over.

2 hari menjelang akhir dari magang gue.
Hmm...udah gak ada kerjaan lagi sih...Mau ngerjain apa lagi soalnya, dah nanggung gini gue ga bakal ikut event selanjutnya...

Hmmm...magang menyenangkan juga lho ternyata. Apalagi bisa internetan gratis...Hehe...
Yah meskipun gak digaji, tapi gue seneng2 aja kok. Meskipun capek harus bolak balik Bogor Jakarta tiap hari. Meskipun tiap hari harus bangun pagi buta dan nyampe Bogor malem. Pengalamannya lumayan banyak juga lho.

Uh pengen ke Bandung! Udah kangen banget ma Bandung nih! Gila aja gue udah sebulan di Indo tapi belom ke Bandung...Rasanya ga afdol nih...Hehe...Kamu kamu yang di Bandung, siaga 1 ya! Tunggu kehadiranku! Ahaha...

Apa sih ga jelas...Duh laper...

Dying to love you,
1:04 PM

Is that you?

Is that you?
Long time no see, dear.
It's been a while.
You might not remember me,
but sometimes I think about you.

Is that you?
I can't be wrong.
I used to know anything about you.
You're just too familiar to me.
I know it was you since the first second I looked at you.

Is that you?
Once you were the love in my heart,
the sun in my world,
yet you were the devil my hell.
You made me want to live,
but you made me want to die.

Is that you?
Oh, yes it is you.
You passed me by, like you always did.
I closed my eyes and draw your smile in my mind.
Like I always did.

Untuk kamu yang berpapasan denganku kemaren sore.
Itu kamu! Ya, kamu! Ternyata kamu tidak berubah sedikitpun.

Dying to love you,
3:34 PM

Take and Give

Lagu ini buat kamu, Ne, dan juga dia yang dekat-tapi-jauh-tapi-dekat.
Friendship is about take and give. It's not about demanding or whatsoever.
It's okay to depend on anyone else, and it's an honour to be shoulders to lean on.
Don't afraid to show anything to me, because I'm not that shallow.
I'll accept you whatever you are and whoever you'll become.

*semalem pulang event denger lagu ini di radio and suddenly I have you guys in my mind*

Closer
by Travis

I've had enough
Of this parade
I'm thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It's so mellow

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)

I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of
A second chance (a second chance)

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Closer, closer
Closer, closer

Dying to love you,
5:47 PM

Some Awesome Japanese Artists!

Yoshitomo Nara

Aya Takano

Chiho Aoishima

Akane Koide

Takashi Murakami

Dying to love you,
12:08 PM

Write.Wrote.Written.

Tee-hee!
Gue tau gue jarang banget posting tentang kehidupan gue belakangan ini. Kebanyakan cuma random thoughts doang...Hihihi...gue EMO banget ya? Tapi gue bukannya menye lho...at least tulisan gue ga cengeng...(itu sih kata lo aja chi...huahuhauhau)

Gue suka nulis sih...Meskipun apa yang gue tulis ga selalu yang bermutu...Menurut gue menulis itu obat, atau sejenis terapi yang bisa membuat perasaan gue lebih baik...Kadang kalo sedih atau broken heart, gue pasti jadi suka nulis nulis puisi...Atau kalo tiba-tiba ada ide muncul di kepala, lahirlah tulisan2 random...Bisa juga gue terilhami sesuatu dan ingin menuliskan suatu cerita...
Yes, I'm definitely in love with writing! Salah satu hal yang bisa gue lakukan saat gue moody, dan bisa bikin gue comfort.

What kind of writing I like?
Basically gue suka membaca apa saja yang sesuai ama mood gue...Tentu saja gue suka membaca komik! Novel juga tentunya. Tapi akhir2 ini gue lebih selektif, gak main baca semua cerita. Yang menurut gue bisa bikin gue mikir, yang bisa bikin gue ketawa, dan yang pasti gue ga suka cerita yang gampang ketebak. Karena gue orangnya sangat penasaran terhadap sesuatu...hihi...adrenalin berlebihan sihh mengakibatkan rasa excited yang berlebihan juga...

Gue suka baca puisi!
Pengarang puisi yang gue suka (Indonesia) itu Joko Pinurbo, gue juga suka baca puisinya Ne...(ayo suatu saat kita compile puisi2 kita dan kita terbitkan!)
Gue juga suka Self Portraitnya Hyde (klik sini untuk liat sitenya)...Tapi gue belom nemu pengarang puisi internasional yang gue suka...
Kalo pengarang buku yang gue suka itu Franz Kafka n Chuck Palahniuk.
Chuck Palahniuk itu yang ngarang Fight Club, yang filmnya dibintangi Brad Pitt itu lhoo...

Hihi...Sekarang ini gue lagi tergila-gila ama komik One Piece n Prince of Tennis nih...penasaraaaan!

Tuh kan, cuma nulis postingan ini aja bisa bikin gue senyum-senyum sendiri...
Aneh...

Dying to love you,
12:43 PM

How?

How oh how?
Gimana cara melupakan perasaan tertentu pada orang?
Apakah harus melupakan orang tersebut?
Mana yang lebih susah?
Menghilangkan perasaan?
Atau menghapus memori tentang seseorang?
Mana yang lebih kuat?
Hati
ataukah
Otak?

Somebody please tell me how!

Dying to love you,
10:13 AM

Amnesia.

I wanna go back to the day before I met ya.
Things would be better
If I could forget ya.
Somebody give me something strong so I can release ya.
I double shot of amnesia
Life could be sweeter (for me).

Mozella - Amnesia

Dying to love you,
1:24 PM

Apa yang bisa saya ceritakan sekarang?
Seperti banyak hal yang ingin saya bicarakan.
Tapi tidak tahu ingin dibicarakan dengan siapa.

Dying to love you,
10:18 AM