Empty Space

No talking while eating.

2007-08-21T09:14:00.000+08:00

No talking while eating.

Now let's just sit in front of each other.
And enjoy the meal.
Silently.
Eyes read. Eyes talk.
I know you keep something in your lips,
that's why you're so uncalm.
I see you're almost desperate to find a way,
and that's why I'm reading your mind.
I put my finger on my lips.
"Ssh..!"
You know the rules.
We're not talking until we're finished eating.
So, let's just sit back in our chair quietly.
This is probably our last dinner together.

6 Weird things about me...

2007-08-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

6 Weird things about me...

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

Kena tag sama Rengga. Sebelumnya sih udah pernah kena tag di multipy...Jadi ini isinya dari multiply aja ya =)

1. Basically, I'm a weirdo (and proven already! as many people said so about me!). So, everything I do must be considered as weird things, right?

2. I have a weird habit which I often sit on the chair (usually dinning table chair) with my feet up on it! (aka JONGKOK in Indonesian!)

3. I kinda have strong feeling (yeah you can call it premonition, omen, or whatsoever) about something that would happen. I used to have the ability of seeing the unseen things, but thank God it's not that troublesome anymore now! >.<

4. I often have different thinking from anyone else. I often questioning thing that is not important. Or I often say what I am thinking about something that will make my friends end up calling me "FREAK!" (yeah I often say something like this: "I feel like I wanna kill someone now" or "I feel like I wanna do some crime now")

5. I'm easily obsessed with something and I'm easily addicted to something! So don't ever try to make me to do something bad that could make me addicted to it!

6. I want to get married young! It's been my obsession since I was in Junior High School!

DONE! There are still many weird things about to me, If you know me closely, you'll know about them! Haha...

You've been tagged, peeps!
1. Ne
2. Lyle
3. Chiyo
4. Adien
5. Ophy
6. Dika

How will we work this out?

2007-08-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

How will we work this out?

Do you realize it, Dear?
That there's a fear standing between us.
We're not so sure of this.
We're not ready for this.
It's okay to walk away, it's not too late.
I've been at my worst and I don't want to make you the worst.
It will be a little bit sad, but I'll try my best.
But please tell me, that this is just my unreasonable fear.
If you're willing to walk along with me, I'll be gladly walk with you.
But don't tell me, it's just my hopeful wish.
I just don't want more regret in my life.
I just don't want to regret that I know you.

...

2007-08-02T19:14:00.001+08:00

...

I feel like I shouldn't write more in this blog. I don't know. Seems like my finger cannot type anything when I'm in front of the-create-post. I don't know what should I share to you all.
I ended up writing craps and I kinda hated that. I might not write anything in these coming days.
Somehow, I kinda feel better to keep silent and keep the story within myself. No one cares anyway.

Thanks for people who keep coming to my blog, even though there's nothing more interesting.

You're awesome and you know it.

2007-07-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

You're awesome and you know it.

[Photographer. Designer. Rock. Electronics. Indie.]

That's what you are.
You just keep being yourself.
You're awesome and you know it.

I wonder how people look at me and think that I'm awesome.
But sorry, I'm not =(

argh, i'm helplessly always thinking about you and how awesome you are!

Afterimage

2007-07-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

Afterimage

Lately I've been thinking about someone in my mind. Don't jump into any conclusion yet.
Because I don't know if this is the reality or just my imagination.
I've been wondering and creating this person. But, somehow, it leads me to him.
He fits my image about that imaginary person.
I love his style, absolutely outstanding!
He fits in cardigans and vests and those ethical accessories.
He has that look but he doesn't show off.
He loves art and we share the same taste of music.
He's amazing in one word!
Yes, no doubt he's one of my types.
Maybe someday I'll draw him and show him to you all =)

Back to the track!

2007-07-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Back to the track!

Hey hey!
Aku sudah kembali ke malay lhooo!
Wahhh...senangnya...tapi yg skrg juga lumayan sedih lho pas berangkatnya, gue nangis mulu nih!
Gara2 bokap n Adrin! Untung nyokap ga ikutan nangis, udah gue larang sih! Abis capek tau nangis truus...Mana gue sebenernya lagi kena flu n batuk...Uh...merana!

Dah gitu gue deg2an terus lagi...takut aja kalo Michiko (kura2 ijo kecil peliharaan gue) udah ga jelas bentuknya pas gue dateng. FYI, Michiko itu gue tinggal di Malay selama liburan 2 bulan ini tanpa makanan...Sadis ya gue?
Trus pas tadi gue dateng, eh itu akuariumnya Michiko iteeeeeem banget airnya! Parah! Dah gitu lumut ada dimana2...Ih jijik banget deh...Trus si Michiko ga keliatan ada dimana2 (secara airnya aja dah item gitu..ih), trus pas gue obok2 tuh akuarium (ada deh pake gagang pembersih kaca akuarium), ternyata gue temukan Michi dibawah batu! Dan masih hidup! HIDUP! IYA HIDUP!
Hebat ya dia...!! Ck ck...Skrg dia lg gue rawat intensif di ember dengan air bersih dan gue kasih makanan yg banyak...Soal membersihkan akuarium mari kita bersihkan esok saja...Hehe...jijik banget sih!

Dan lu tau rumah gue kaya apa?? Ih ga jelas banget! Ancur! Berantakan! Kotoooooor! Yah wajar sih orang ga dibersihin 2 bulan..Huhu..jadi harus nyicil2 bersihinnya...mana kamar gue juga harus dibersihin karena berdebu...Dan gue jadi batuk2 trus pas bersihinnya...Uh merana!

Tapi yang paling bikin gue seneng adalah...GUE BISA BERINTERNET RIA LAGI! HOREEEE! DONLOT LAGIIII!!

Sedikit oleh2 dari liburan kali ini... Ketemu 2 orang Raditya! Hihi

Yang ini Mas Radit, dan ini foto kami waktu acara J-Topia di Bandung!

Dan yang ini adalah Abi Raditya...si 'temen' nganeh yang aneh!

Huhu....Harusnya ada foto sama Rengga yah...maaf ya Rengga,,,belum sempet ketemu nih!!

Journey

2007-07-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Journey

I'm going for a journey.
I'll be away from your side.
Let's say I decided to leave you after all.

Come! Come! Let's do the packing!
I'm taking myself and the heart along.
And left all the memories behind your door.

Ssshh! Please be quiet! It's still dawn,
Can't wake him up while he's drowning in his dreams.
Just blow the last kiss and smile.

Good bye, Dear! So long!

I'm going for a journey.
Perhaps when you open your eyes, you'll be missing me already.
And realized that I won't come back again.

I'm going for a journey.
It will be a long road, and
It will take a long time, after all.
To get myself over you,
to finally release you,

I'm going for a journey.
And pretty sure I'll meet someone new on the way!

PS: I made an illustration for this scrap! I dunno why but I tend to draw anything I feel recently!

2007-07-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

DASAR MENYE!

Ih ayo dongg! Kluar dari lingkaran setan ini...!
Cape muter-muter di tempat yang sama melulu!
Huhuhu...
Jangan jadi pembuat dosa terus ah...!

The Time is Over.

2007-06-27T13:04:00.000+08:00

The Time is Over.

2 hari menjelang akhir dari magang gue.
Hmm...udah gak ada kerjaan lagi sih...Mau ngerjain apa lagi soalnya, dah nanggung gini gue ga bakal ikut event selanjutnya...

Hmmm...magang menyenangkan juga lho ternyata. Apalagi bisa internetan gratis...Hehe...
Yah meskipun gak digaji, tapi gue seneng2 aja kok. Meskipun capek harus bolak balik Bogor Jakarta tiap hari. Meskipun tiap hari harus bangun pagi buta dan nyampe Bogor malem. Pengalamannya lumayan banyak juga lho.

Uh pengen ke Bandung! Udah kangen banget ma Bandung nih! Gila aja gue udah sebulan di Indo tapi belom ke Bandung...Rasanya ga afdol nih...Hehe...Kamu kamu yang di Bandung, siaga 1 ya! Tunggu kehadiranku! Ahaha...

Apa sih ga jelas...Duh laper...

Is that you?

2007-06-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

Is that you?

Is that you?
Long time no see, dear.
It's been a while.
You might not remember me,
but sometimes I think about you.

Is that you?
I can't be wrong.
I used to know anything about you.
You're just too familiar to me.
I know it was you since the first second I looked at you.

Is that you?
Once you were the love in my heart,
the sun in my world,
yet you were the devil my hell.
You made me want to live,
but you made me want to die.

Is that you?
Oh, yes it is you.
You passed me by, like you always did.
I closed my eyes and draw your smile in my mind.
Like I always did.

Untuk kamu yang berpapasan denganku kemaren sore.
Itu kamu! Ya, kamu! Ternyata kamu tidak berubah sedikitpun.

Take and Give

2007-06-21T17:47:00.000+08:00

Take and Give

Lagu ini buat kamu, Ne, dan juga dia yang dekat-tapi-jauh-tapi-dekat.
Friendship is about take and give. It's not about demanding or whatsoever.
It's okay to depend on anyone else, and it's an honour to be shoulders to lean on.
Don't afraid to show anything to me, because I'm not that shallow.
I'll accept you whatever you are and whoever you'll become.

*semalem pulang event denger lagu ini di radio and suddenly I have you guys in my mind*

Closer
by Travis

I've had enough
Of this parade
I'm thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It's so mellow

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)

I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of
A second chance (a second chance)

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Closer, closer
Closer, closer

Japanese Artists

2007-06-20T12:08:00.000+08:00

Some Awesome Japanese Artists!

Yoshitomo Nara

Aya Takano

Chiho Aoishima

Akane Koide

Takashi Murakami

Write.Wrote.Written.

2007-06-19T12:43:00.000+08:00

Write.Wrote.Written.

Tee-hee!
Gue tau gue jarang banget posting tentang kehidupan gue belakangan ini. Kebanyakan cuma random thoughts doang...Hihihi...gue EMO banget ya? Tapi gue bukannya menye lho...at least tulisan gue ga cengeng...(itu sih kata lo aja chi...huahuhauhau)

Gue suka nulis sih...Meskipun apa yang gue tulis ga selalu yang bermutu...Menurut gue menulis itu obat, atau sejenis terapi yang bisa membuat perasaan gue lebih baik...Kadang kalo sedih atau broken heart, gue pasti jadi suka nulis nulis puisi...Atau kalo tiba-tiba ada ide muncul di kepala, lahirlah tulisan2 random...Bisa juga gue terilhami sesuatu dan ingin menuliskan suatu cerita...
Yes, I'm definitely in love with writing! Salah satu hal yang bisa gue lakukan saat gue moody, dan bisa bikin gue comfort.

What kind of writing I like?
Basically gue suka membaca apa saja yang sesuai ama mood gue...Tentu saja gue suka membaca komik! Novel juga tentunya. Tapi akhir2 ini gue lebih selektif, gak main baca semua cerita. Yang menurut gue bisa bikin gue mikir, yang bisa bikin gue ketawa, dan yang pasti gue ga suka cerita yang gampang ketebak. Karena gue orangnya sangat penasaran terhadap sesuatu...hihi...adrenalin berlebihan sihh mengakibatkan rasa excited yang berlebihan juga...

Gue suka baca puisi!
Pengarang puisi yang gue suka (Indonesia) itu Joko Pinurbo, gue juga suka baca puisinya Ne...(ayo suatu saat kita compile puisi2 kita dan kita terbitkan!)
Gue juga suka Self Portraitnya Hyde (klik sini untuk liat sitenya)...Tapi gue belom nemu pengarang puisi internasional yang gue suka...
Kalo pengarang buku yang gue suka itu Franz Kafka n Chuck Palahniuk.
Chuck Palahniuk itu yang ngarang Fight Club, yang filmnya dibintangi Brad Pitt itu lhoo...

Hihi...Sekarang ini gue lagi tergila-gila ama komik One Piece n Prince of Tennis nih...penasaraaaan!

Tuh kan, cuma nulis postingan ini aja bisa bikin gue senyum-senyum sendiri...
Aneh...

How?

2007-06-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

How?

How oh how?
Gimana cara melupakan perasaan tertentu pada orang?
Apakah harus melupakan orang tersebut?
Mana yang lebih susah?
Menghilangkan perasaan?
Atau menghapus memori tentang seseorang?
Mana yang lebih kuat?
Hati
ataukah
Otak?

Somebody please tell me how!

Amnesia.

2007-06-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

Amnesia.

I wanna go back to the day before I met ya.
Things would be better
If I could forget ya.
Somebody give me something strong so I can release ya.
I double shot of amnesia
Life could be sweeter (for me).

Mozella - Amnesia

2007-06-05T10:18:00.000+08:00

Apa yang bisa saya ceritakan sekarang?
Seperti banyak hal yang ingin saya bicarakan.
Tapi tidak tahu ingin dibicarakan dengan siapa.

IH!

2007-05-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

IH!

GUE BERASA NGGA PUNYA TEMEN AJA!

Home.

2007-05-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm home at last.
But why it doesn't feel like home anymore to me?

Heartbeat.

2007-05-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

Heartbeat.

Oh tell me what is colour,
When all the world is black and white,
And tell me what you reach for,
When all the stars are out of sight,
Oh tell me what you'd give,
To be woken by a kiss in the morning light,
Do you feel alright,

You know much more than I do,
I just stay so safe at home,
Much too scared to feel what I do,
Must you always live alone,

You make my heart beat,
Fall down at your feet,
You make my heart beat,
I fall down at your feet,

Oh tell me what you'd give,
For a hand to hold in the cold cold rain,
When you're sleeping on the station,
Waiting for your morning train,
Would it come to you,
What would you do,
If your letter in the spring,
Never came,
Never came,

You know much more than I do,
I just stay so safe at home,
Oh, much too scared to feel what I do,
Must you always live alone,

You make my heart beat,
Fall down at your feet,
You make my heart beat,
I fall down at your feet,

You know much more than I do,
I just stay so safe at home,

You make my heart beat,
You make my heart beat,
I fall down at your feet.

Blackbud - Heartbeat.

Yes you do, but I'm not the one who make your heart beat.

PS: Finally I found this song!

Ah Kesal!

2007-05-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

Ah Kesal!

Tau saya kesal sama siapa?
Sama diri saya sendiri!
Saya kesal sekali!
Kesal. Kesal. Kesal.
Saya tau saya tidak boleh begini.
Tapi saya kesal.
Aneh.
Saya kesal saya aneh.
Ah!
Makin lama saya makin aneh saja.
Sudah ah saya kesal.
Jangan tanya kenapa.

(Help!)

2007-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

(Help!)

I need someone to talk and listen to me now.
Or at least someone whom I can rely on.
This is my limit.

In love.

2007-05-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

In love.

I'm sorry dear.
I'm in love with ...

When I don't love you like I did

2007-05-08T11:24:00.000+08:00

When I don't love you like I did.

I thought there must be something wrong with my brain,
to not thinking about you yesterday and today.
I thought I would feel lonely and my heart would feel empty,
to not be able to stay beside you all the time.
I thought I would cry and sleep in despair,
to have fight and argue with you.
and I thought it was because of you,
that I would have a feeling like this.
But I know it's not true.
It's just the time when I feel I don't love you,
like I did before.
And in some ways, I do feel better.

Final Exam.

2007-05-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

Final Exam.

It will be held on Monday, May 7, 2007
Public Relations 300 Final Exam.
I should study. HARD.
Wish me luck, people!
Please pray for me...

One.

2007-05-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

One.

May the 1st.
Qkey's birthday party.
Barbeque.
The chef.
Tired.
Him.
Smile.
Maison Club.
Music.
Smoke.
Alcohol.
Hangover.
Happy.
Sleepy.
Assignment.
Dead.

PS: Do you get what I mean?

Reach.

2007-04-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

It's sad knowing that you're only next to me,
but I still can't reach your heart.

Sun. Rain. Storm.

2007-04-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

You are the rain who cool me down in a hot sunny day.
Yet you are the storm who ruin me up in a fine rainy day.

Black.

2007-04-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

You've seen the black in me,

but why don't you let me see the black in you?

Brother-Sister

2007-04-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

Brother-Sister

Pernah ga sih lo menjalani relationship brother-sister sama orang yang bukan sodara kandung lo?
Gue yakin sekali dua kali pasti pernahlah...

"Ngapain sih lo sok2 adek-kakak-an ama dia? Kaya ga punya sodara kandung beneran aja?"

Buat gue yg ngga punya kakak, punya abang ketemu gede itu rasanya menyenangkan lho =)
Malah gue ga jamin kalo seandainya gue punya kakak beneran, entah itu cewe atau cowo, belom tentu menyenangkan...I mean, yeah you know how things going on between brother and sister right...fighting, arguing and so on...Tapi kalo punya adek/kakak ketemu gede kayanya hal2 itu ga akan terlalu kerasa. Yeah, basically it's like role playing, you pretend to be someone else...you pretend you have brother/sister...But, I'm not saying that this kind of relationship is fake ya =)

Kalo soal Abang2an, wah abang ketemu gede gue banyak banget! Haha...seneng deh rasanya punya abang yang lebih dewasa, bisa nasehatin, bisa ngasih tau, n bisa diajak sharing tentunya. Secara gue pasti yg jadi 'dedek kecilnya'...

Kayak skrg ini, gue punya abang baru! Haha...yeah it's fun to be his little sister, coz he acts as if he's my real brother..Gue jadi beneran nganggep dia kaya abang kandung gue aja...Haha...padahal kalo seandainya gue punya abang beneran, belom tentu juga sih bakal sebaik dia!
Wahaha, gimana ya describenya? Ya pokonya saya senang punya abang sebaik dia =)

Oh iya, perlu ditegaskan sekali lagi, we're not making this relationship as a MASK for hidden relationship. Maksudnya ya kalo status abang-adek ini bukan kedok dari HTS atau apalah namanya. I hate when people judge when they don't know the truth.

dari mas radit lagi...hehe...makasih ya mas *tp kok bibir aku ekstrim bgt sih >_<*

When you did your best, but others didn't.

2007-04-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

When you did your best, but others didn't.
How can you succeed?
What's the point of the group work, then?

This is what happen when you're too smart,
you think that you're more important.

PS:

Ternyata begini ya saya versi Mas Radit...

Suddenly.

2007-04-21T13:30:00.000+08:00

Suddenly.

Suddenly I feel that I hate you so much.
It grows stronger just by seconds.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I just realized that I hate you.
For all the happiness I felt wasn't real.

I have changed my mind.
Suddenly I feel that I hate you so much.
And I don't care if you want a reason from me.
Because I can tell as many as I can remember.
I hate you, don't you get it?

Will you let me get rid of you from my life?
And I mean, to erase you forever.
I will pretend I never knew you.
And I will act like you never existed.
Don't talk to me.
Don't you dare to meet me.
Because I'm serious of thinking about it this time.

Hate is a strong word.
Don't you think so?

Big Smile

2007-04-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

*Big Smile*

Oh, he is sooooo an ordinary human!
And he did remember me!
And it was good to have nice conversations with him!
And we played a very fun game!
And we became crazy!
And he is so nice and gorgeous!
And I can't deny that I've fallen for him...

This is a worth to leave my assignments.
But oh I'm so dead now!

What I thought I knew, but I did not.

2007-04-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

What I thought I knew, but I did not.

I thought they did not know.
I thought it was only us who knew.
Did we keep it?
Did we keep it?

I thought there was no chance they could know.
I thought we had hidden it.
Did we hide it?
Did we hide it?

But they did knew.
The people I thought would not know.

I just laugh and smile.
This is what I thought I knew,
but I did not.

So I guess we didn't keep and hide it well, huh?

Can I Ask the World To Stop Spinning?

2007-04-18T12:26:00.000+08:00

Can I Ask the World To Stop Spinning?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
Good morning.
It's such a funny thing,
last night I talked about you,
and when I slept I dreamt about you,
and when I woke up in the morning you already there to greet me.
How can I stop smiling?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
Good afternoon.
It's such a common thing,
the sun shines bright everyday,
but I can feel it warms my heart today.
and the wind smoothly blows my hair.
How can I stop smiling?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
Good night.
It's such a cliche thing,
the moon shines bright upon us,
wherever you are, wherever we are,
because we're standing under the same sky.
How can I stop smiling?

Yes, it's a fine day dear.
But I don't want to say good bye.
Can I ask the world to stop spinning?

you made me happy in the middle of this craziness

Masih Sibuk...Tapi...

2007-04-17T09:23:00.000+08:00

Masih Sibuk...Tapi...

Huhu...ya ya...saya masih dalam keadaan sibuk, mengerjakan tugas2 yang dikumpulinnya berurutan...Duh...pusing banget deh...!
Maaf juga kalo bales tagboardnya lama...Maaf juga kalo belom mampir ke blog2 Anda...Nanti kalo dah ga sibuk pasti saya mampir!

Sedang Sibuk!

2007-04-10T15:23:00.000+08:00

Sedang Sibuk!

Maaf, saya lagi sangat sibuk saat ini!
When I say I'm busy, I really MEAN it!
Wish me luck, people!
>.<

Unfair things I feel.

2007-04-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Unfair things I feel.

Not sometimes, but often.
Things are reminding me of you.
Can't help or deny it.
Coz it's what I really feel.

I wonder if you ever feel the same thing.

What are the things that would remind you of me?
How often do you miss me?
Or how many times in a day I would appear in your mind?

I guess, I guess.
There's nothing much.
It's just so unfair.
When everything reminds me of you.
When I miss you a lot.
And when I think about you all day.

Where Soul Meets Body.

2007-04-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

Where Soul Meets Body.

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie

What a nice song that I heard on the movie called "Catch and Release", I was trying so hard to remember what the title and the singer is, because actually when I heard that song, I was singing along as well. That would mean I've heard it couple of times before right...?
Oh but then, I had it in my 30GB songs folder, and yes, it is the song from Death Cab For Cutie...
Try to listen to the song if you want!

And oh by the way, Catch and Release is quite good movie...It has deep meaning...and of course, pretty role actress and cute actors! You should watch it!

And just a random thing of me: I love seeing a guy wearing male cardigan. So cool!
and I hope I can see you in that clothe soon!

Pengen Pulang!

2007-04-04T11:24:00.000+08:00

Pengen Pulang!

Waaaaah...gue pengen pulang!
Baru kali ini setelah hampir 2 taun kuliah di Malay gue merasakan ingin pulang!
Padahal biasanya males banget deh kalo disuruh pulang ke Indo...
Huehehe...
Duuuuuuh! Pengen pulang!!
Mei masih lama ya?? Ah sebulan lagi...!!
1 bulan yang penuh dengan penderitaan, bukan karena udah pengen pulang, tapi karena bulan itu bulan sibuk akhir semester!!

People, I'm coming home...So please wait for me!

Oh My Goshh!

2007-04-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

Oh My Goshh!

He is totally gorgeous!
I mean, wow, he is!
Such an eye candy, such a perfect face!
Such my type!
Oh well, I don't even know him and he doesn't either.

Wondering whom I talking about?
Guess!
I won't tell anyone!

Iklan.

2007-04-02T12:49:00.000+08:00

Iklan.

[Saran dari Ne]

Lowongan untuk jadi pacar/calon suami
Dicari:
1. Ganteng
2. Diutamakan berkulit putih, bertubuh tinggi (lebih tinggi dari guelah), dan berbadan kurus (tapi bukan kering).
3. Diutamakan ras kaukasia/japanese/korean, kalo ngga, blasteran juga gpp
4. Berpenampilan menarik, nggak norak, nggak cupu dan diutamakan yang berambut ikal atau panjang (tapi ga gondrong kaya embah2)
5. Diutamakan berkeyakinan sama
6. Berpendidikan min. S1
7. Memiliki keahlian di bidang musik, komunikasi, desain dan komputer
8. Masalah kepribadian, hati, harta dan tetek bengek bisa dikesampingkan dahulu karena diutamakan memenuhi kriteria no. 1

Jika Anda yang merasa memenuhi syarat di atas, silakan hubungi saya segera!

Oh anjrit, gue kesannya desperate gini...Haha...Masih untung buka lowongan buat cowo, tadinya kepikiran buat cewe aja..Haha

Michiyo and Midori's Adventure.

2007-03-31T16:50:00.000+08:00

Michiyo and Midori's Adventure.

Okeee...saya sebagai Fujiwara Michiyo kali ini akan bercerita tentang Friday Night saya bersama Midorikawa Miharu aka Ghea di KL!
Hahah...Oke begini ceritanya...

Jadi Jumat kemaren gue buru2 nyelesain tugas coz harus disubmit hari itu juga. Gue sengaja naek taksi ke kampus biar cepet. Dan ternyata setelah nyampe di kampus mau ketemu dosennya, dia bilang kumpulinnya hari Senin besok aja...Arghh siaaaaaal!! Bikin bad mood aja.
Dah gitu rencana mo pergi ke KL ama Midori naek kereta KLIA. Asiiik...dah lama ga naek train ke KL. Tujuan pertama kita adalah Berjaya Times Square, coz kita pengen nonton film Mr. Bean's Holiday. Akhirnya kita mutusin nonton yg jam 9.30 malem aja biar bisa jalan2 dulu. Abis beli tiketnya, kita jalan kaki ke Sungei Wang...Wahhh...Shopping dimulaii!! Akhirnya destinasi terakhir gitu di Sungei Wang itu Lt. 6 jadi semacem Chinese area gitu, coz disitu orang Chinese semua. Gue beli kalung n beanie buntung...hyahaha...lucuu~

Sempet makan pula di cafe GASOLINE yg lucu bangeeeet~ makanannya juga enak!!
Trus jam 8 malem, kita jalan lagi ke Berjaya Times Square, sempet jalan2 dulu...foto2 lagi...Trus gue dapet baju warna merah yg harganya lumayan murah! Wah, jarang2 gue punya baju warnanya ngejreng. Kata si Midori cocok bgt di gue, bikin gue keliatan bright (Jadi intinya kalo gue suka pake baju item jadi keliatan muram, gitu?) Haha...

Trus nemu toko yang jual angel's wings! Waaaaaaaah...warna warniii...Ada yg putih n item..Gue udah berencana beli yang item nanti sebelum pulang ke indo...Hihihi...

Trus akhirnya kita ke bioskopnya...Filmnya dah hampir dimulai...Dan...sumpah yaaaa...KOCAK BGT tuh film!! Seruuuu~ hahahaha...bikin stress gue ilang!!
Abis itu selesai nonton jam 11...Naek monorail ke KL Sentral, pas nyampe sana ehh..ketinggalan kereta...jadi harus nunggu stgh jam lagi...Kereta terakhir pula...

Ya, dan kebosanan pun diisi dengan foto2 dan foto2 terus...beginilah kalo 2 orang narsis disatukan...
Akhirnya kereta pun tiba, nyampe di Putrajaya Station, naek taksi ampe apartemen...
Udah dehhh...Petualangan berakhir! Malam Sabtu yang seru!

Huhuhu...tapi sekarang gue sendirian di rumah yang lain pada pergiiii...!

di dalem kereta waktu mo berangkat.

abis makan di cafe gasoline

nunggu kereta terakhir sambil foto2

Dream. Dream.

2007-03-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

Dream. Dream.

I've always wanted to have a musician as my boyfriend.
Yet I've fallen into some guys (and nothing worked as always >.<).
I'd love to listen to his songs everyday,
hearing his voice that could make me remain in peace.
I'd love to see how good he is when he plays his guitar,
putting all of he is to saturate with the music.
He'll be singing out his feeling loudly on the stage.
Surrounded by the blinding lights and cheering crowd.
And there I'll be, far away in front of him,
watching in silence.
When people calling out his name,
I'll be smiling and proud that he is mine.

Argh, here it goes again.
Just my imagination...

Ordinary? Extraordinary?

2007-03-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

Ordinary? Extraordinary?

How would you define these words?
How would you define yourself?
Why some people want to be ordinary when they are already extraordinary?
and Why the other people want to become extraordinary because they think they are too ordinary?
Am I ordinary?
or Am I extraordinary?

Why people are not satisfied with everything?

Wait/Don't wait? Part 2.

2007-03-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

Wait/Don't wait? Part 2.

Hahaha...why the hell i should make this part 2?
Its because I saw an advertisement from the Jakarta Post in Qkoe's house last night.
And it says,
"Better things come to those who don't wait."

Haha...I bursted in laughs.
That sentence really hit me.
Coz on the other day, I've started to think that "Good things come to those who wait."

Silly isn't it?
So which will I choose?
Wait?
or don't wait?

Randomly.

2007-03-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

Randomly.

Just random!
Haha...skin baruu...! bagush kaaan! hihi...minta dibikinin Lyle sihh...hoho..makasih ya Lyle...gue suka banget!!
Hmmm...kalo tentang gue?
Ga ada yang baru.
Hidup gue ga seru sih.
Gue juga kurang tidur.
Haha.

Wait/Don't wait?

2007-03-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

Wait/Don't wait?

And she said, "Good things will come to those who wait."
Oh okay. It's acceptable.
But the problem is, how long the waiting should be?

Here it goes again.

2007-03-20T10:01:00.000+08:00

Here it goes again.

Argh. Udah nangis darah rasanya hati gue.
Minggu ini adalah minggu broken heart.
Gue diserang oleh broken heart yang bertubi-tubi (abis gebetan lo banyaknya ga kira2 sih chi).
Eh tapi gue nggak nangis lho.
Eh nangis ding.
Kan ga semua tangisan itu berupa air mata.
Tuh kan, gue kalo soal cowo or percintaan kaga ada yang beres deeeeh...
Apa harusnya gue jadi Bi aja ya?
Amit amit deh...
Tapi gue udah biasa sih yang namanya broken heart.
Kapan sih gue pernah bahagia?

DUUUUUUUUHH
Kapan sih kamu datang??

Sally.

2007-03-19T14:02:00.000+08:00

Sally.

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one

Sally's Song - Fiona Apple

PS: Ini dia yang namanya Sally

Dari film ini

Her Boyfriend.

2007-03-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

Her Boyfriend.

She is an angel.
And that makes him fell for her.
So there is no way a devil like me,
could make him fall for me.

How many times I have to be trapped in this kind of situation?

CRUSH.CRUSHED.

2007-03-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

CRUSH.CRUSHED.

He was like oh stole my heart when i saw him.
And oh he is so my type.
I saw someone in him.
But that was not the reason.
It was crush in the first sight.
But then it was only like that.
He left, without leaving his name.
Oh how my heart crushed when he did that.

Hmm...Apa ya?

2007-03-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Apa ya?

Duh maaf ya, sebenernya gak tau pengen nulis apa. Tapi ngerasa perlu nulis. Tapi lagi ga tau mau nulis soal apa. Dilematis.
Ah. Bosan. Bosan. Bosan.
Aku jenuh!
Capek nih,
udahan aja ya?
Ya?

Mo udahan apa sih, Chi? Mulai aja belom.

Soulmate.

2007-03-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

Soulmate.

Gue yakin banget semua orang tau apa artinya soulmate. Soulmate bisa diartiin sebagai belahan jiwa. Tapi gue masih bingung maksudnya apa. Apakah soulmate itu jodoh kita? Apakah soulmate itu harus our opposite gender or it could be in the same gender? Apakah soulmate itu cuma temen yang sehati aja? Mana sih yang bener?

Kemaren ngebahas ini sama geng Jombless (Jomblo Jobless) yang terdiri dari gue, Ghea, n Qkoe (sebenernya si cilik satu ini kagak jomblo, tapi ngakunya gitu xp). Menurut Ghea n Qkoe, soulmate itu belom tentu jodoh kita. Biarpun belahan jiwa tapi bukan seseorang yg berjodoh dengan kita? Hmm...gue sedang mencerna kata2 itu...Iya ya? Bisa ya kayak gitu?

Trus menurut mereka, soulmate itu kayanya orang yg berbeda gender dengan kita, karena mereka bilang "orang yang jadi soulmate kita itu, tulang rusuknya kurang n tulang rusuknya dia ada di kita"

Trus mereka bilang contohnya adalah Adam n Hawa.
Lah? Itu mah jodoh kaliiiii...Kan mereka suami istri...!
Nah lho...nambah bingung aja gue.

Jadi gimana sebaiknya mendefinisikan soulmate?
Ada yang tau?
Soalnya kalo begini, mana gue bisa tau siapa soulmate gue!
Mungkin aja ternyata gue udah nemuin.
Mungkin juga belom.
Tau ah...
Jadi pengen marah marah deh! (Lah??)

The You and Me Story.

2007-03-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

The You and Me Story

Then after the rain stops, you'll come.
Suddenly from nowhere, with your black jacket,
You'll walk into my direction.
And come to me.
"Will you let me be with you?" you said.
Without even noticing and knowing,
I'll end up saying yes to you.
As if I can see in your eyes,
"You're the one I'm waiting for."
I don't know you,
and you don't know me.
But we'll decide to be together.
Like we have known each other for years.

You're just my type.
You fit me.
You complete me.
You're perfect for me.
You smoke, but you're willing to quit for me.
Your friends might drink or taking drugs, but you're not.
You're popular and people love you.
As everything won't be so much fun if you're not around.

And we will have fun together.
You'll show me everything that I have never seen before.
And I'll feel that life is much more beautiful than ever.
I'll smile. I'll laugh. Both of us will be.

I love your hair when you wake up in the morning.
I love your eyes when they're seeing through me.
I love how your lips seem so gentle when you say my name.
I love your hands, the warmth that I feel when you hold my hands.
I love your smile and laugh, as they show how sincere you are.
I love everything about you as much as I can.
And I even love you more for loving me.

As we have fun together, we might even have the worst day together.
You'll say you get tired of me and sick of being with me.
We'll fight. You'll yell at me and I'll scream and be as mad as I can be.
Tears will be overflowing as we break the fire and you left away.
That will be the end of you and me.
There won't be me with you and you without me.

I'll be missing you like hell.
I'll be wanting to see you smiling face or
the frown face you make when you get annoyed.
Then everything will start reminding me of you.
As seem that I can feel your presence in everywhere.
But I cannot see you, because you said you didn't want to see me anymore.
And it hurts me so bad.
But then, just like the first time we met.
Suddenly you'll come out of nowhere after the rain stops.
And you will be standing at my door with the look that makes me weak.
And you'll say, "Will you let me be with you, again?"
And you won't need my answer, because I'll be running into you.

Time will pass. Things may change but they won't change us.
But I will realize that there's a change in you.
You will no longer spend your day out with your friends,
or you start doing your works seriously.
When I ask, "What is happening to you? This is so not you,"
You will smile and say,
"I won't be playing around anymore cause I want to make you happy."
"Because I want you not regretting having a husband like me."
I will laugh but when I realize it is not a joke, I'll cover my face and trying not to cry.
"There you go, already regretting having me as your guy, " he said and laugh.

In a year or two, you'll become a man of your own. You'll have a great job and you can afford your needs by yourself. And I'll be an independent woman who just started my career. We will have changed. We will grow and be more mature. But this relationship of us will not change at all and it even grows stronger everyday.
I know everything about you and you are the one who understand me the most.
And I have faith in myself that you are the guy whom I like to spend my lifetime with.
Because when you say, "Will you be my wife?"
Certainly I will know, that you were born to be my only prince charming.

Stop acting like you know everything!

2007-03-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

Stop acting like you know everything!

Hell yeah, you!
If you think you really knew me,
then stop acting like you know EVERYTHING about me!
What do you know about me?
You have NO idea at all!

"Oh, It Is Love"

2007-03-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

"Oh, It Is Love"

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, It Is Love - hellogoodbye

Is it?

Perfecto.

2007-03-04T15:52:00.000+08:00

Perfecto.

It's just such a perfect timing.
And you know how to leave.
So there you go.
Again.

Strangers won't last long, though.

AH. SIAL!

2007-03-02T02:42:00.000+08:00

AH. SIAL!

Laptop gue babi banget deh!!
Rusak beneran kayanya!!
Duhhhh...!!
Keluar duit lagi dehh!!
Arghhhh!!

PS: Dibutuhkan segera: Pacar anak IT yang cum laude dan laptop baru!

Filosofi pagi ini: People are more messed up than they look.

Makasih sudah ngingetin aku.

Speechless.

2007-03-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

Speechless.

Ah, kamu itu ya...
Bikin aku gak tau harus bilang apa.
Aku gak tau harus gimana lagi.
Kamu itu ya...
Cuma bikin aku geleng-geleng kepala,
dan tersenyum kecil.

I don't want anything from you, though.

2007-02-28T18:01:00.000+08:00

I don't want anything from you, though.

You can stay by my side,
and I'll let you standing next to me.
You can call me anytime you feel like it,
and I'll gladly answer or maybe I'll call you back.
And of course, sending messages everyday are welcomed,
I'll straightly reply without waiting.

I don't know what you want, then,
but I don't want anything from you, though.

So if you're planning to keep everything goes like this,
I won't complain,
Since waiting and to be in uncertainty is what I'm best at.

Don't worry, I won't change you.
And I'll be here as long as you want it.

Dopping.

2007-02-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

Dopping.

Oh...begini ya rasanya jadi doppingan.
Baru dipakai kalo dibutuhin,
Kalau ngga dibutuhin ya gak dipakai.
Harus siap sedia menguatkan,
Padahal belum tentu diri sendiri kuat.
Harus bisa menyemangati dia,
Meskipun diri sendiri lagi ngga bersemangat.

Oh...ternyata seperti ini ya rasanya jadi doppingan.
Apa bedanya sih sama bertepuk sebelah tangan?

Ah, sekarang aku jadi mengerti rasanya jadi kamu.
Kamu yang dulu jadi doppinganku.

A-MUSE-SING!

2007-02-26T15:58:00.000+08:00

A-MUSE-SING!

(read: a muse sing, amusing, whatever!)

Yak, laporan dari konser Muse di KL kemaren...
Huehehe...Mari kita ceritakan berdasarkan timeline:
Gue, Dhany, Astoi, Reindy, Aujan, n Dini berangkat dari rumah sekitar jam stengah 4, trus nyampe di KL jam 5an, nyari tempat konsernya(Stadium Negara) trus parkir mobilnya di Stadium Merdeka, jadi harus jalan dulu kalo mau ke Stadium Negaranya.
Nyampe sana udah ada lumayan banyak orang yang ngantri di pintu masuknya. Sementara kita berlima ke ticket counter buat ngambil tiket kita yg udah dipesen lewat internet. Setelah dapet, kita semua sepakat mau makan dulu di Berjaya Time Square, ya sudahlah kami naik monorail ke sana.

Abis makan, kita semua sempet ke Borders dulu. Liat-liat buku. Trus jam stengah 7 kita balik lagi ke Stadium Negara, n udah banyak banget orangnya!
Ya udah kita ke atas, mau masuk, soalnya kita beli tiketnya yang di rock zone, arena mosh pit gitu...
Konsernya seharusnya mulai jam 8, tapi Muse baru muncul jam 9. Dan gedungnya itu penuuuuuuh banget sama orang2, wajarlah orang tiketnya sold out!

Baru juga Muse muncul bawain lagu Knight of Cydonia, itu orang2 langsung moshing parah banget! Gue yang di tengah moshing juga kena. Ampe kegencet2, langsung ga bisa nafas. Keringetan parah, untungnya Dhany, Reindy, Dini ngejagain gue n mereka nyuruh gue keluar dari moshing. Gue ke bagian belakang sambil gemeteran, sesek napas sambil nahan muntah. Parah banget, gue makin sesek, ampe dikerubungin sama kru2-nya gitu. Gue disuruh ke resting area aja. Tapi karena gue ga mau, gue diem bentar n trus pake inhaler gue. Udah mendingan, gue balik lagi ke depan, tapi ke kanan panggung, yang ga terlalu parah moshingnya. Untung ada Dhany, Reindy, Dini. Payah banget ya gue, masa baru lagu pertama dah kaya gitu.

Abis itu Muse bawain macem2 lagu kaya Hysteria, Stockholm Syndrome, Apocalypse Now, Supermassive Black Hole, Take a Bow, Maps of Problematic, Sunburn, Feeling Good, Plug in Baby, New Born, Soldier's Poem, n apalagi ya banyak deh.

Sumpah ya, Muse itu SUPERB banget! Aksi panggung mereka keren abis! Si vokalis Matthew Bellamy agresif banget, dia bisa ngeliuk2in badannya sambil maen gitar, loncat2 pula. Mana dia juga main piano. Sumpah keren abis! Dan tentu saja dia sangat ganteng sekali, apalagi pas nyanyi dia menjiwai banget. Pokoknya kharismanya keluar semua deh!

Dah gitu Dominic, drummernya ternyata ganteng paraaaaaah! Tuh orang juga ngedrumnya keren banget! Cungkring2 gitu ternyata bertenaga lho, tau sendiri kan beat drum Muse ribetnya kaya apa. Parah banget deh!

Sementara si Chris, bassistnya Muse, emang kalem banget orangnya. Tapi dia juga keren kok!

Sayang banget, gue males moto2in mereka, tapi gue sempet memvideokan pas Matthewnya main piano. Wuih merinding deh liatnya! Coba entar bisa gue upload ga ya, tapi ga jamin kualitas suara n gambarnya bagus deh...

MUSE WAS A GOD IN THE HEAVEN CALLED THAT CONCERT!
itu yang bisa gue describe soal mereka.
Mereka perfect! Kualitas live action mereka sama bagusnya kaya recording!

Sayang banget, konsernya cuma 1,5 jam. Bentar banget, banyak banget lagu bagus mereka yang ga mereka bawain. Padahal kalo lagu penutupnya Unintended keren banget kali yah...

Pas mereka pamit gitu, penontonnya ga rela n masih teriak2 "WE WANT MORE!"
Iya banget, masih belom puas tuhhh!!

H-Day!

2007-02-25T10:34:00.000+08:00

H-Day!

Today's the day!
Muse concert in KL!
and I'm going there!

Mourning Morning.

2007-02-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

Mourning Morning.

Mochiro is dead.
That left Michiko alone.

Haish.

2007-02-23T08:51:00.000+08:00

Haish.

Kemaren seharian pergi. Capek juga.

Mochiro n Michiko sakit, kena fungus gitu, jadi harus gue obatin terus tiap hari (FYI, mereka itu kura2 kecil peliharaan gue). Tapi akuarium mereka yg kecil udah gue ganti jadi lebih besar. Yah, lumayan deh mereka jadi bisa berenang renang.

Duh, mati deh gue, tugas gue belom beres semua! Mana banyak banget lagi! Hufff...

Oia, masa gue mimpiin si Adien semalem...Mimpinya dia tuh udah nikah diem2 sama si Gi. Trus gue pundung gitu, sakit hati, ampe rasanya ga mau kenal lagi sama si Adien. Si Adien nyangkanya gue ngambeg gara2 gue juga suka sama si Gi, ihhh...padahal mah ya gara2 Adien nikahnya ga bilang2, mana ngeduluin gue lagi! Ga terima! Oia, gue lupa alasan lo nikah Dien, kayanya dipaksa gitu ama bonyok lo, jangan2 lo dah hamil duluan lagiii...Haha...soalnya di mimpi gue kita masih kuliah gitu lhoo...

Buat Ne , semangat ya! Aku selalu mendoakanmu!

H-2 konser Muse!

OH ANJRIIIIIIT!!!

2007-02-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

OH ANJRIIIIIIT!!

Tuh, sial banget siang ini!
Ketika gue sedang asik2 mendonlot lagu...
Tiba2 aja ada orang yg ngebel pintu, berkali2. Ga sabaran bener!
Pas gue buka, ternyata seorang abang2 Malay gitu berpakaian kantoran.
Gue kira kenapa, eh ternyata dia bilang dia mau semprot buat nyamuk dengue gitu dalem rumah. Hah?
Trus gue disuruh bayar pula RM180. Najis banget yah!
Gue dah curiga aja nih kayanya ga beres, coz dia maksa2 gitu.
Sialnya, gue lagi sendirian di rumah!
Gue telponin Dhany n owner, mereka bilang ignore aja.
Ya udah gue bilang ke orang itu kalo gue ga mau. Eh dianya maksa2 gitu, ampe ngebel2 rumah gue trus n teriak manggil2 gue. Anjriiiiit...Annoying banget tau ga! Bikin gue tambah panik!
Trus kan gue bilang gue ga ada duit, trus dia tetep maksa bayar RM 50. Halaaaah...rese!
Masalahnya dia ga mau pergi itu, trus bilang kalo gue ga bayar gue bakalan kena denda dari management, RM 2000 katanya. Taik!
Udah gue ignore tetep aja ngeganggu, jadinya gue kasih aja 50 biar urusannya cepet beres dia cepet pergi. Begitu ada orangnya yang mau nyemprot dalem rumah, ga gue kasih masuk. Gila kalo gue kasih masuk ntar gue diapa2in lagi. Masalahnya cuma ada gue sendiri doang!
Huhuhu...hilang deh 50 ringgit gue! Mana gue skrg jadi gemeteran n sempet sesek napas gara2 panik. Gila ya tuh orang mau bunuh gue kali ya!
ANJRIIIIIIIIIIIT!
Sebel gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Btw, thx buat kamu yang udah nyoba bikin aku tenang n tersenyum lagi. As always :)

Akh.

2007-02-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

Akh.

It was nice to see you again =)

Anyway, just come back from KL, I went shopping today!
Yeah, I mean SHOPPING (it means u buy something or many things)!
Shopping is really a good way to overcome ur boredom! And sure u need a lot of money too!
Haha...

Yes, I'm in good mood again today.

La la.

2007-02-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

La la.

I'm in a good mood today!
I've got a wireless internet connection suddenly from nowhere!
Lucky!

Tapi mo sampe kapan coba bisa dapet colongan kaya gini?

Duh...kuliah libur seminggu gara2 taun baru cina...
Baru libur 2 hari aja gue dah kaya babi, makan tidur nonton doang kerjaannya!
Padahal gue juga banyak tugas, tapi bingung mau yg mana dulu yang dikerjain!

Oia, ini skin baru buat kemaren lhooooo!

Jang Kang Kung!

2007-02-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

Jang Kang Kung!

Just another.

2007-02-15T14:05:00.000+08:00

Just another.

Just another pathetic way to describe me.
It's just another pathetic one-sided love I'm in.
Because for you, I don't even reflected on your eyes.

So, this is the way I will say it.
Just another pathetic way to describe me.
It's just another pathetic one-sided love I'm in.

The most adorable girl.

2007-02-14T13:47:00.000+08:00

Here is my version of the most adorable girl on earth:

Introducing you VALERIA GARCIA!

Recognise her somewhere?

Well, If I'm a guy, I certainly will fall for a girl like her!

Isn't she so sweeeeeeeet? She's just so adorable and lovable! *drool*

Don't you think so?

I found him!

2007-02-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

Hello,
I found him!

I found the one who successfully makes me melting!
And when he was standing next to me, it is as if he took all the air that i breathe...

Hello again, dear!
It's nice seeing you today.

I finally found him, the one who will take his role.

When will this sadness turn to happiness?

Questions.

2007-02-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ssshh

2007-02-08T13:12:00.001+08:00

Aku sedang tak ingin berbicara apapun,
kepada siapapun.
Lihatlah aku dan kepalsuanku,
semoga kau dapat membedakannya.

Thx.

2007-02-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

Thx.

Terima kasih =)
Kamu telah membuatku tersenyum, di saat aku ingin menangis.

Kanashi.

2007-02-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

Kanashi.

Kanashi,
kata yang indah,
tapi artinya sedih.

Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.
Kanashi.

Berapa kali kutulis pun rasanya tak berujung,
hatiku dipenuhi kata-kata ini.

Kata.

2007-02-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Kata.

Seringkali kata-kata dijadikan senjata.
Padahal ia tidak lebih tajam dari pisau,
tapi ia menusuk lebih dalam,
dan membunuh lebih kejam.

Kalau begini caranya, aku bisa mati perlahan lahan dihujami kata-katamu.

Ahaha. Lucu ya?

2007-01-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

Ahaha. Lucu ya?

Lucu ya kalo kita menyadari kebodohan kita sendiri?
Pingin ketawa.
Getir rasanya.
Nggak semua arti tawa itu bahagia lho :)

Akh, bodohnyaaaa...

Damn, akhir2 ini sering ada penelepon gelap yang kerjaannya nelpon2in mulu, mending kalo diangkat dianya ngomong gitu ya...Eh ini! Pas dijawab diem aja trus dimatiin! Siapa siiiiiiiiih??? Hayo ngaku! Nomornya nomor rumah Malay! Annoying tau gak??

Duh, pengen senyuuuuuuuum...! Tapi aku maluuuuuu! >.<
[Aku sayang kamu lho. Selalu.]

(I should be your) Girlfriend

2007-01-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

(I should be your) Girlfriend.

She says You're so mean to me
I'm in misery
All the things you say
Kick into my brain
These soap opera lines
And I must've heard them fifty times

England gleefully
Goes bleeding into me
Weird philosophy
And ridiculous beliefs
Yes! You can win your dreams!
In bold on a magazine

She says I should be your girlfriend
You should be my boyfriend
We should be together you and me forever
But I just look away
Cause I don't know what to say

She says You're always telling me
'Oh there's greatness in me'.
But what've you actually
Ever really achieved?
And a nerve in me is hit
And I hate her more for it

She says I should be your girlfriend
You should be my boyfriend
We should be together you and me forever
But I just look away
Cause I don't know what to say

We make promises that we will never keep
There's so much stuff to say but we
We never speak
You should be my girlfriend
I should be your boyfriend
We should be together you and me forever
But you just look away
Cause you don't know what to say

(I should be your) Girlfriend - The Servant

Hmm...Haha, sumpah gue kangen lo.
Kemaren gue sering banget papasan ama orang yang gue bilang sekilas mirip lo.
Gak mirip banget sih, tapi potongan orang ini setipe ama lo.
Dan kangen ini kebawa sampe gue tidur,
coz gue jadi mimpiin lo semalem,
tapi di mimpi itu gue juga gak ketemu lo n gue juga lagi kangen sama lo.

Kangen itu biasa.
Begini sudah hal biasa buatku.
Kangen itu biasa.
Tapi itu bukan hal biasa untukmu.
Karena meskipun aku kangen kamu,
kamu tidak.

Hot hot Chicken Sh*t

2007-01-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

Hot Hot Chicken Sh*t

Hahaha...anget2 tai ayam...Gila nih kata...tau ga gue inget kata ini dari sapa? Dari dosen gue!!!
Tadi dia di kelas nyebutin gitu '"don't be like hot hot chicken shit" ahahaha...geblekkk...! Seru juga tuh dosen PR gue yang baru, dah tuir tapi gaul, dah gitu kayanya dia tuh VIP soalnya pas ngajar hpnya bunyi melulu...haha sibuuuuk!

Oia, Happy Birthday Dearest Hyde!
You've been my inspiration for all these years!
I wish you a great life, a great career, a great wife (hiks T__T), a great kid! (Bah, ini semua dia dah punya, ngapain didoain lagi sih...)
Please keep inspiring people!

Bad news....akhirnya, semua ikan gue matiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!
Hiks....Arghhhhhhhhhh....bete banget deh...
Matinya berurutan gitu, abis L mati, besoknya M mati n malemnya N mati...
Duh nasib...nasib...Apa hewan yang gue pelihara selalu ditakdirkan berakhir dengan tragis?

Buat yang request foto, muup belom sempet...huhu abis kemaren itu ada tugas...Lagian ribet nih internet belom juga dipasang...Arghhh, aku ingin segera online!!

Hehehe, jumat kemaren gue nonton Death Note 2 dooooong...sumpah ya...gue jatuh cinta ama L yang diperanin ama Kenichi Matsuyama, freaking cool!!!
Oia, Death Note wajib ditonton lho! Biarpun lo ga baca komiknya, harus nonton! Keren banget!

Duh, gini deh nasib ga bisa online di rumah, postingannya gak bermutu alias cuma sekedar kehidupan gue doang...Padahal banyak banget yang pengen gue tulis!

Notes.

2007-01-25T12:55:00.000+08:00

It was so sucks.

I guess so.

Hyah, ultah terboring yang pernah gue alami.
Gue gak tiup lilin n potong kueeeeeeeeeee!
Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! T____T
Biarin aja gue kaya anak kecil, tapi buat gue, ultah itu minimal dirayain pake cake n tiup lilin, ga usah pesta juga gpp...huhuhu

Yang lebih membetekan lagi:
L alias Luppy, Ikan gue, matiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Jadi begini ceritanya, menjelang detik2 ultah gue, di dalam kamar gue udah ada sebuah akuarium kecil berisi 3 ikan guppy yang dikasih ma Astoi n Dhany, hadiah buat gue tuh. Trus, 3 ikan ini mirip semua n jujur aja ga bisa dibedain. Makanya gue kasih nama LMN kembar 3, berhubung gue lagi freak sama L, M, N di Death Note. Jadi tuh ikan2 gue kasih nama Luppy, Muppy, Nuppy

Dan tadi pagi, pas gue mau kasih makan mereka, gue menemukan sesosok ikan mungil mengapung di atas permukaan akuarium...OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
mati tuh ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!
sebenernya gue juga ga tau sapa yang mati, cuma gue putuskan itu L! Coz kalo di Deathnote, yang mati pertama kan L.

Hiks.
belom juga sehari dipelihara gue, udah mati.
Diagnosa kematian mungkin karena AC kamar gue terlalu dingin, jadi air akuariumnya jadi dingin juga atau mungkin karena gue kebanyakan ngasih makanan.
Entah, walaupun dia selamat, dia gak bakal bisa ngasih tau alasannya, coz gue juga ga ngerti bahasa ikan =.=

Haha, baru kali ini gue tau cowo yang menurut gue aneh banget, nggak freak gitu sih...anehnya itu bikin ketawa coz kocak banget! Hahaha...

Oia, nebeng tulis ini:

Buka,
Tutup,
Masuk,
Keluar,
Ketuk,
Banting,

Kamu kira aku ini pintu?

Happy Birthday.

2007-01-24T13:31:00.000+08:00

AH BAB***********! (cencored)

sinting nih blogger!
Kayanya tadi siang gue udah ngepost tapi raib entah kemana...
padahal gue udah nulis cape2
Ah, ya udah deh.
To the point aja ya, brubung ini ngenet di rumah Ichuy.

HARI INI GUE ULANG TAUN!!!

Makasih atas ucapan selamat, sms, telepon, testi, n hadiahnya ya.
Love u all!

OH GOSH!

2007-01-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

OH GOSH!

Well. here I am!
back to my nature!
Phew...baru seminggu setelah nyampe di malay nih baru bisa ngenet lagi...maklum, inet di rumah baru akan dipasang dalam waktu dekat (dan gue udah ga sabar!!)
yah...tinggal tunggu tanggal mainnya yah...
Hmm...
Oke...Review mengenai gue belakangan ini:
1. Hey, result IPK gue lumayan banget lhooooo...Senangnya bisa bikin ortu bangga! (aren't you, Mom? Dad?)
2. Kamar gue yang baru PW banget dehhh...serba item putih as always, tapi gue tambahin kelambu gitu di tempat tidur...komentar orang2: "ih kayak nenek2 aja lo pake kelambu" (ndy), "Wah, ichi dah pengen kawin ya" (dhany, astoi, aujan?), "Hihh, awas lho ada yang muncul dari kelambu" (ndy). Yang jelas menurut gue, kelambu itu bikin gue kaya princess...huahaha...later i'll submit the photo ok?
3. Wah, kemungkinan gue ga jadi balik Februari ke Jakarta demi nonton konser Muse! Soalnya Muse juga konser di Malay! Jadinya ntar nonton disini aja...lebih hemat ongkos!
4. Gue gak punya gebetan baru, too bad...biasanya kalo awal semester suka banyak anak baru yang ganteng2...hiks...
5. Gue gak bakalan mau dijodoin ama orang Botswanaaaaaaaaaa!! (not in a million year!!!)
6. I'll be 19 in 2 days, so I open for gifts and presents starting now ^^
7. Kangen orang2!!!! Mam, Pap, Drin, Pay, Ne, Del, Oka, Dhan, Dien, Nan, Lak, Put...Hyah, pokonya gue kangen semuanya!!

Dah ah, kelas gue bentar lagi mulai nihhh...
see yaaaaaaaa

Yeah Yeah

2007-01-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hey....!

Uwah kangen banget nih...!! Dah jarang banget online...Akhirnya bisa juga setelah sekian lama!!
Pengumuman pentingnya:
Ichi balik ke Malay tanggal 14 Januari ini!
Hore hore!
Ya tapi di rumah belom pasang internet jadi ya..kudu apply dulu, n masih banyak hal lain yang harus diurus...
Cyapeee dey' (halah jijik)
Ah udah ah.
Gak tau mau nulis apa.
Ntar aja kalo dah mood.

See ya!

Important!

2006-11-20T13:12:00.000+08:00

Important Announcement!

Hell-o people.
It's been a while since I updated my blog.
I've been dying to update it though.
Since I've just moved in to my new apartment, and there still no internet connection there.

Anyway, tomorrow is my last exam. Please please pray for me and wish me a suppa duppa luck coz I really need to pass this module...TT__TT

I really miss you people.
and I'm looking forward to going back to Indonesia soon.
So I guess, till we meet again!

Oh well.

2006-11-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Oh well. I'm so exhausted.
Really did many things.
But haven't finished them all.
Sometimes I need someone to comfort me in situation like this.
A boyfriend maybe?
That's so funny.
But I don't laugh though.
I wanna go home.
I wanna have my holiday.
I wanna meet him.

Anyway, homework from mitha. Here you go:

**NINE last things you did**
1. last place you were : Cyberia Crescent Condominium (rumah baru euy)
2. last cigarette : haha. Ga inget tuh…
3. last meal : nasi lemak + daging semur + sayur
4. last movie watched : deathnote the movie
5. last Phone call : owner rumah lama
6. last cd played : i-tunes deh…dah ga pernah pasang cd
7. last BUBBLE bath : wew…mana pernah
8. last time you cried : in my dreams?
9. last alcohol drink : baccardi 40% campur sparkling red grape

**EIGHT have you evers**
1. have you ever dated someone twice: if it is considered as date…hmmm I guess so…
2. have you ever been cheated on: ih meneketehe
3. have you ever kissed someone: menurut lo?
4. have you ever kissed someone you regret: he?
5. have you ever fallen in love: yea
6. have you ever lost someone: yea
7. have you ever been depressed: always
8. have you ever eat a life animal: contoh?

**SEVEN branded things**
1. shoes: vincci, nose, converse, kuyagaya sisanya sandal dong ahh..
2. bags: billabong, rusty, opium babes, teddy tales, sisanya ga bermerk.
3. shirt: ga suka pake kemeja sih…tapi kalo t-shirt: opium babes, forever 21, roxy, rip curl, rusty, cosmic girl, radioactive
4. make up: the body shop, MAC, artistry, dah ga pake lagi selain itu.
5. jeans: VJ, lee cooper, dst.
6. coffee: ga suka coffee drink
7. glasses: ga pake

**SIX things you did in the past four days**
1. belajar
2. exam media law
3. pindahin barang2 ke rumah baru
4. jalan2 ga jelas
5. ngabisin duit
6. kegiatan sehari2

**FIVE things on your mind right now**
1. pindahan rumah
2. duit abis
3. harus belajar buat exam
4. laptop rusak
5. kangen

**FOUR people you can tell pretty much ANYTHING to**
1. mom
2. uphieku
3. ne
4. zhar

**THREE favorite colors**
1. black
2. white
3. grey

**TWO things you want to do before you die**
1. nikah
2. ketemu hyde

**ONE goal for this year**
1. nikah

Guilty.

2006-11-16T03:12:00.000+08:00

It's all your faults.
Indeed.
You're guilty.
Definitely.

You should take a responsibility then.
Would you?

Hmm. What if I said those things to you?
How would you react?
Will it change something?

Anyway. My internet is crap. My laptop is shit.
I think I need a new PC or laptop, coz my laptop is broken now.
My days shucks.
Such a bunch of tiring days.
My head hurts.
Geez.
I'm running out of money.
I'm going to Singapore.
So maybe I'm going back to Indonesia on November 24.

Recap.

2006-11-13T10:50:00.000+08:00

Huhuhu...inet gue mati euy sejak 2 hari yg lalu, gara2 badai...
tapi skrg dah bisa kok^^

Oia, gue dah nonton Deathnote the movie di bioskop! Keren sih...apalagi si L!
Tapi gue lebih suka manganya ahh...

Gue juga dah mulai pindahan ke apartemen yang baru. Hummm.

Besok gue exam nih...harus belajaaar!
Doakan saya ya!
Saya pasti bisa!

"Happy birthday to Adrin, wish you all the best, Sis!"

Random.

2006-11-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

Random

Wake up, Darl,
he won't come back.

Hell-oo all.
I've finished all my assignments. I'm so glad.
Yet, I still have 2 more exams to go!
And I'm moving in to new apartment as soon as possible.
Sheesh. I love moving in, but I absolutely hate packing and moving out.

Hmmm...
Quote of the day: Slowly but surely?
Haha.
Yes, yes, take your time, Dear.
I'm not going anywhere after all.

Anyway, I just realized that English is damn good.
I love writing in English!

I'm in love again with friendster.
Haha. He made me.

Ooooh. Sheeesh.
Even though I try to write random things,
why does he always come up?

I wanna have fun. I need vacation.
I need to see my family and my friends,
coz I've been missing them so bad.

Oooh. Crap.
Just realized that my holiday won't be long now,
coz that crazy-hell campus change the intake to January 15, 2007!
Geez, I don't wanna celebrate my birthday in Malay!
*unless he's the one who celebrates it*

Who's the one?
Guess, Baby.

Exams will be next week and the following week!
I need to study hard.
Damn right.

OH GEEZ! Stop being abusive to your friendster, Ichi!

Good night, Dear.
Have a nice sleep,
and dream.

Easy come. Easy go.

2006-11-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

Easy come, easy go.
That's how a stranger supposed to be.

PS: Bandung, November 8-10, 2004
Miss those times...

Smile

2006-11-07T18:50:00.000+08:00

You stole my smile.
Will you steal my heart?

Yes, I love to smile and the way you made me.

Stranger.

2006-11-06T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Stranger,
I'm ready to greet you.
Come, come, I'll open the door,
and I'll let you in.
You can stay or walk around,
as you want.
Or maybe we can talk,
and I'll prepare the cookies and the tea.
How about having dinner here?
It's okay, I'll cook for you.
I just need you to be in the corner of the kitchen,
and keep talking to me.
So, how is it?
Really? I'm glad you like it.
Please, please finish your meal.
And oh, it's already late now.
Do you want to leave?
Will you come again soon?
Or maybe, you can stay over tonight.
Hey, Stranger?
Will we be able to smile and laugh like today, again?

Humans.

2006-11-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

Humans are fragile.
Don't you think so?

Therefore, we're all just pretending to be strong.
Aren't we?

bad luck yuck sucks.

2006-11-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Bad Luck Yuck Sucks.

Geez....
Gue stress gila nih...
Sakit bukannya cepet sembuh malah tambah parahh...bete..
Udah majuin tiket jadi tanggal 18 eh ternyata exam gue diundur jadi tanggal 21 (tadinya tgl 17)...
So many things to be done.
Oh I'm so dead...
Beneran mati aja ahh...

Hurts so bad.

2006-11-01T17:46:00.000+08:00

Didn't you realize how often I got hurt?

I tried to call you many times,
but you were barely there to pick up.
It was sad but then I tried to understand.

I sent you messages everyday,
though you hardly ever replied them.
It hurt but I kept telling myself not to cry.

I said I wanted to see you, even in my dreams,
but you never showed yourself even for a while.
It torn me apart but I was still hanging on.

I've managed to get used to be hurt
But what will be the worst if,

I want you,
but you don't want me.

I love you,
but you don't love me back.

So sad,
and it hurts so bad.

[isinya sama kaya LJ gue--udah ah no comment]

Dasar Bodoh!

2006-10-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

Dasar Bodoh!

Pengumuman!
Ichi pulang ke Jakarta Selasa, 21 November 2006.
Tiba di Bandara Soekarno Hatta, pukul...pukul...pukul 08.00 T____T
SINTING! GUE SALAH BELI TIKEEEEEET!!
masa beli yang dari Malay jam 7 pagi...huhuhuu...ah bodoooooh!!
itu gue brangkat dari rumah harus nyubuh2...jam 5 atau stgh 6...hiksssss...
bareng sama Dhany sih...huhuhuhu...maafkan kebodohan saya, Dhan...Saya ga bermaksud ikut menyengsarakan kamu...Maaf ya maaaaaaf....Beribu maaf...!!

Love=Nuisance

2006-10-28T12:05:00.000+08:00

Love=Nuisance

[Hey, I don't love you,
remember?
I don't love you, I just love myself.]

Oh great. The LINK worked though, for me.
But we made all the things seem so bad huh?
Why?
Should we break it after all?
Yea, I think so.
But I can't.
And you can't either.
Now it sounds like a CURSE rather than a GIFT.
Oh well. Can't we work it together?

Cheri...ou etes-vous maintenant ? cela me manque de vous parler...

Back to real life: I'm so dead!!! My assignments have not finished yet!!

Heaven lies in mother's hands

2006-10-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

Heaven lies in mother's hands

Siapa bilang surga terletak di bawah telapak kaki ibu?
Ngaco banget dah!
Yang bener tuh di tangan ibu!!
Mo tau kenapa?

Yup...these heavenly cookies were made by my mum!!
Dibuat oleh tangannya sendiri!
Ya iyalah, masa dibuat pake kaki...
Makanya gue bilang surga terletak di tangan ibu!!

Sumpah deh nih kue enak bangeeeeeeeet...Aduh...nyummy...rasa coffee...Arghhhh...Slrrrp =9

Ah...makasih ya Mum! Ichi senang sekali!! Ntar kalo Ichi pulang bikin lagi ya kuenya?
Soalnya yang ini kayanya cuma bakal tahan beberapa hari...Pasti cepet abisnya! Hehehe...
Makasih juga buat Papa atas kiriman duitnya...I can't live without money! Huwhuw...

Haduh...Masa udah jumat lagi sih...cepet banget deh liburan...bentar lagi masuk kuliah! TIDAAAAAAAK!! tugasnya belom beres!!! Huhuhu...

Udah yak, mau ngerjain tugas nih...Oh iya, hari ini resmi punya rumah baru! Horeeeee! (tapi belom pindah)

(Not) a French Kiss

2006-10-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

(Not) a French Kiss

cher etranger...
je ne sais pas vous et vous ne savez pas moi,
mais nous nous sommes connus quand vous etiez dans mes reves,
nous sommes-nous aimes ? est ce ce que je ne me rappelle pas.
et maintenant je veux vous voir.
neanmoins pourrons-nous se reunir dans le meme reve ?
une fois de plus...

check these out, my new photos taken by Dhany

__aggettivo__
__reve__
__excusez moi__

Empty Space

No talking while eating.

6 Weird things about me...

How will we work this out?

...

You're awesome and you know it.

Afterimage

Back to the track!

Journey

The Time is Over.

Is that you?

Take and Give

Japanese Artists

Write.Wrote.Written.

How?

Amnesia.

IH!

Home.

Heartbeat.

Ah Kesal!

(Help!)

In love.

When I don't love you like I did

Final Exam.

One.

Reach.

Sun. Rain. Storm.

Black.

Brother-Sister

When you did your best, but others didn't.

Suddenly.

*Big Smile*

What I thought I knew, but I did not.

Can I Ask the World To Stop Spinning?

Masih Sibuk...Tapi...

Sedang Sibuk!

Unfair things I feel.

Where Soul Meets Body.

Pengen Pulang!

Oh My Goshh!

Iklan.

Michiyo and Midori's Adventure.

Dream. Dream.

Ordinary? Extraordinary?

Wait/Don't wait? Part 2.

Randomly.

Wait/Don't wait?

Here it goes again.

Sally.

Her Boyfriend.

CRUSH.CRUSHED.

Hmm...Apa ya?

Soulmate.

The You and Me Story.

Stop acting like you know everything!

"Oh, It Is Love"

Perfecto.

AH. SIAL!

Speechless.

I don't want anything from you, though.

Dopping.

A-MUSE-SING!

H-Day!

Mourning Morning.

Haish.

OH ANJRIIIIIIT!!!

Akh.

La la.

Jang Kang Kung!

Just another.

The most adorable girl.

I found him!

Questions.

*Ssshh*

Thx.

Kanashi.

Kata.

Ahaha. Lucu ya?

(I should be your) Girlfriend

Hot hot Chicken Sh*t

Big Smile

Ssshh

Smile